Introduction

Have you ever wanted to share your deepest sexual secrets? Your fantasies? Your experience - but didn't trust anyone enough to just "pour it out"?

Funny how I'm about to entirely contradict myself, being that this is a blog that I'd like to share with random subscribers, but the question above is totally the reason why I'm blogging.

Let me introduce you to my alter-ego, Cyn. Purpose: To "give you what you need... I am your pusher."  However, she will never become a sex slave... more dominant and aggressive than anything. 

And I'll keep it as interesting as possible, tapping into my rebellious-yet-vindictive way to "stir up trouble"... Just don't take everything you read here at face value.

Cyn... She's growing, but her ultimate goal is to get 'em addicted - not just high - off of her experience. Yes, experience... to experience the Cynful experience, one must be in need of a fix, while also willing to set aside all emotional attachment outside of that fix. One must be willing to live in that moment. And wait on the next, only anticipating in the moment. Can you handle it?

She knows what she's got. She knows what she's capable of. She knows how to fill a need and takes pride on that, while constantly trying to reinvent herself.

All while keeping it safe.

Loving herself is her main priority, and she'll love you in the moment... indulge in your essence, take you in through senses beyond the human experience, channeling the energy, tapping into your deepest desires. She aims to please.  Unless...

So as you explore these memoirs with she and I, let go. Let's get high.